Sometimes you just need to have a good ole fashioned cry! You know what I mean?
I don't cry very often, but it is renewing when I do, I just feel better. So why did I cry............
1. Just when I think whew we don't have a car payment, we may need to have one.
2. My kids are growing up and it makes me sad. I mean I am thrilled for them and that they are growing up to be amazing young adults who want to serve God and that they love HIM. I am just preparing my heart for an empty house as they prepare to go off to college in the next few years and now that Breanna has a job, she can only take so much time off and family vacation might not be one of them. Oh responsiblity huh? Jared will also be getting a job this summer and then a car and then, well he is just growing up. My baby!!!
3. My Mom and her hubby have been doing construction to their house and my mom is tired and I worry about her. She is so awesome and my best friend and I just want her to have it done and be able to rest and enjoy it.
4. I miss my dad and wonder if he misses me. I never hear from him and I am sad about it. And when I call him, he doesn't seem to have time for me and then my heart gets hurt once again. He doesn't even know his amazing grandkids. Mine and my sister's kids, they are all so awesome and it makes me sad that he is not a part of their lives.
So there you have it my vunerable heart on a platter. But there is SO MUCH I am thankful for ................
1. My amazing husband, who I adore and love so much and who is truly my soulmate and I am so very excited to spend a week with him in June is SanDiego, we are going to celebrate our 19th wedding anniversary going to Seaworld, Disneyland, shopping, eating, laughing, laying on the beach etc. Can't wait!!!
2. My job, I enjoy it and I am so thankful for it. The Pampered Chef is such a blessing.........as well as my side catering business.
3. Our church, I love Cornerstone!! We are so jazzed to have the student team moving forward. God is going to do some amazing things through it in the coming years!!
4. My sweet family and friends - all of them!!
5. And so much more!!!!